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[This dragon is always available for quests or a chat.]

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From:

acemedium

But.... isn't there a chance part of her is still there? [HOW DOES GETTING CURED MAKE HER A DIFFERENT PERSON what even]

You don't know what would have happened! If you'd left earlier, maybe an ogre would have slowed you down, anyway! You can't blame yourself for this, Lace!

From:

bloodbiter

[ya fantasy logic, sry star]

That doesn't mean I'll ever be able to talk to her, to be with her the way we were before. Even if some of her is still there... A bigger part of her is different. And we can't... We can't be together anymore. She can't live in the same realm as humans do.

[wipes the tears from her face]

Do you know why I left in the first place? It wasn't just to save her.

From:

acemedium

But.... There's got to be something you can do..... [ISN'T THERE?]

It wasn't?

From:

bloodbiter

No, there isn't, not anymore. I had my chance. I was too late.

When I left, I wanted to save her, but along with that, I knew how much she gave up for me. She wanted to travel, to go on adventures and slay monsters. She only stayed so I wouldn't be alone. I took her dreams from her, and then I couldn't save her...

From:

acemedium

Lace....

[TRAILS OFF INTO SILENCE]

It's not your fault. She stayed with you because she loved you..... you worked hard to save her because you loved her. You didn't take her dreams away... you shared them.

It didn't work out.... but you can't blame yourself for that. You ran out into a monster-infested world for her sake. Not everyone has that kind of strength.

From:

bloodbiter

[she shakes her head, still disagreeing, but she doesn't say anything as she moves to rub the tears off her face]

From:

acemedium

[WIPES HER TEARS TOO since she's still sitting. Take that, giant Lace]

Do you know how many people would be too scared to leave at all? Who wouldn't risk everything for their sister's sake? I know I never would have made it as far as you did. [....]

I know it hurts to lose her... but there's only one thing to blame, and it's that gross brown plague! [GREY DEATH, WHATEVER]

From:

bloodbiter

...It wasn't because I was brave. I didn't think for a second I would find it when I left. I thought I would be killed within hours, but that was easier to accept than having to live my entire life knowing I hadn't done anything. I left because I was afraid of having to go on without her, not because I was fearless.

From:

acemedium

So, what? Being brave isn't about being fearless! It's about being scared! Didn't you fight off dragons and ogres? Didn't you even get the cure? Aren't you here now, even though you lost her?

It's terrifying to lose your sister! I know that! You know that! Everyone with a sister knows that! You've been here this whole time without her. Maybe you started off because you were scared of just losing her, but that's not how it is anymore, is it?

From:

bloodbiter

[she takes a breath as she listens, trying to stop herself from crying]

You aren't wrong, but...

From:

acemedium

But....?

[Hugging in 3, 2....]

From:

bloodbiter

...How am I supposed to lead an entire country of people when I couldn't save the one person closest to me?

From:

acemedium

[1, HUGS]

[But haha she knows this feeling very well thanks to recent memories, but on a much smaller scale]

You're Lace, duh! Things got messed up at the last minute... but that doesn't change your Laceness! You're strong, and smart, and kind, and way tougher than any queen I've ever heard of! I mean, I bet if you took over here, you'd have this system bent right back into shape in a few days.